Book Review: Don't Stop Thinking About Tomorrow

Hey guys! So a little while ago Siobhan Curham kindly sent me her latest release, Don't Stop Thinking About Tomorrow to review. I was immensely excited and I've been really slow on my reading lately (even more so recently) but this book has managed to get me through a slump.

Blurb

Fourteen year-old Stevie lives in Lewes with her beloved vinyl collection, her mum...and her mum's depression. When Stevie's mum's disability benefits are cut, Stevie and her mum are plunged into a life of poverty. But irrepressible Stevie is determined not to be beaten and takes inspiration from the lyrics of her father's 1980s record collection and dreams of a life as a musician. The she meets Hafiz, a talented footballer and a Syrian refugee. Hafiz's parents gave him their life savings to buy Hafiz a safe passage to Europe; his journey has been anything but easy. Then he meets Stevie...

As Stevie and Hafiz's friendship grows, they encourage each other to believe in themselves and follow their dreams.

Review

I was really excited about starting this book as I love to read new authors' work. I didn't expect the story to grip me the way it did but it was so moving. I felt like I was transported into Stevie and Hafiz's world and it reminded me of the Jacqueline Wilson books I used to read.

Stevie and Hafiz's relationship is something to admire; they are both from extremely different backgrounds but both have their best interests at heart. This isn't a book about the guy getting the girl, but about the strength friendship gives you.

This story is so important for people to read because Hafiz is a refugee and the video he makes for assembly is actually moving. It's so realistic and Curham outlines the heartbreak that can come from being a refugee. She writes so eloquently about the crisis and details everything from the papers that Hafiz needed to get into the UK, to the journey he took and the sights he saw on the way. It was heartbreaking to read but sends a really important message to those who don't know about the crisis.

It's also an important read to those who know someone with depression or want to know more about it; Stevie's mum is anxious and has depression which is hard on her and Stevie. The fact that she can't work and is relying on benefits is a true crisis here in Britain. There are too many people who have mental health problems who don't receive help and have their benefits cut.

Overall, I really enjoyed this book and the journey that both Hafiz and Stevie go on. Stevie's struggles with poverty and Hafiz's problems with bullying both highlight current problems and I think this book is a must read for anyone wanting to know more about these issues. The characters were so lovable and I really rooted for all of them.

I can't wait to read more of Curham's work and I'm so glad books like this exist.

Until next time, love, Vee x

Sunshine Blogger Award

Hey guys! So in this week's blog post I'm going to be talking about the Sunshine Blogger Awards and how you can take part.

I was nominated by Multipotentialite Thoughts  for the Sunshine Blogger Awards. I'm so pleased! As the blog suggests, it's about lifestyle, DIY, literature and much more! Thank you so much for the nomination!

This award has some rules if you are nominated and want to take part:

1. Thank the person who nominated you and link their blog to this post
2. Answer the 11 questions asked by the nominator
3. Nominate 11 other bloggers
4. Ask them 11 questions - different from the ones you've answered
5. List the rules
6. Display the Sunshine Blogger Award on your post or blog site.

Questions asked by Multipotentialite Thoughts:

Where do you see yourself in 5 years from now?

In five years I hope my blog is even larger and I hope to write more and eventually publish a book - hopefully poetry if I can keep going! I also want to travel to a lot more places and maybe even move to another country.

What social stigma does society need to get over?

I think everyone needs to get over the fact anyone can love anyone. There are still so many people who won't accept people who are gay, lesbian, trans etc. Love is love people! It's not hard to understand! Also, mental health - we need to talk about it more, in books, TV, movies. The more we talk about it, the more people we can help encourage to talk to someone and recieve the help and support they need.

What are your views on religion?

I respect everyone's views and religion unless that religion disrespects someone. Don't go around yelling your opinion - if someone wants to learn about a religion, they will. They don't need you jumping down their necks trying to convince them your religion is better than anything else and is the only way.

I'm personally an atheist and that's all I will say.

What is your lucky number and why?

13! I kind of picked it because it's Taylor Swift's lucky number and I absolutely love Friday the 13th. It's not unlucky, it's just our suspicions that get the better of us. I love to like the things that others hate most.

Why did you start blogging?

Excellent question! I was a digital media trainee and one of my main tasks was to create blog posts on a weekly basis. When I left, I really missed writing them and I had thought about starting a blog for a while. I want to share my views and recommend books to people - it is the most magical feeling when someone reads a book based on your review.

Name 3 things that bring you happiness in every day life.

My partner. Food (not even joking). Writing and reading (can I have that as one please?!)

What genre of music do you enjoy?

I enjoy listening to pop and country. But if Taylor Swift was a genre, and I believe she is, then I choose her.

Do you think aliens exist?

Yes. The universe is too large for there to only be humans.

When do you blog? During the day or in the evenings?

I schedule my blogs for Saturday afternoons mainly, sometimes Wednesdays. I write whenever I can!

Can you play a musical instrument?

Yes, I can play guitar and have taken many lessons.

Do you speak any other language than English? If yes, which language/s?

No, I really don't have the patience for it! I get so confused. The English language is confusing enough for me. Although I wouldn't mind learning Italian.

I Nominate:

@destinyischoice

@hamster_says

@bibookishbabe

@TaraOSullivan15

@that_book_girl

@termine_anthony

@BloggerOrdinary

 @Love_SophBlog

@britonabudget1

@EverydayLake

@_emycatmuir

My 11 Questions

Why did you start blogging?

What's your favourite genre to read?

What are three things you would take to a desert island?

Who is your favourite author/poet?

If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?

What is your go to comfort food?

Favourite TV show/film?

What 5 things could you not live without?

Do you have any pets?

What was your favourite subject in school?

If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?


Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed this post and I'll see you guys soon. Love, Vee x

YA Book Prom

Hey guys! So last Friday I attended a YA book prom! It was to celebrate author Katherine Webber's new book Only Love Can Break Your Heart. There were other authors there including Lisa Williamson, Juno Dawson, Tanya Byrne and Connie Glynn.

I never got a chance to go to prom because I was homeschooled so hearing that I could go to the prom as an adult with books was a dream come true. I dressed up (as you can see below) and went with my partner and my trusting book bag! The night was full of networking, buying books, awards, a quiz (that did go badly wrong, I won't lie!), dancing and pizza. There was also the opportunity to freely go up and get your book signed by the authors and to have a conversation with them.

I primarily wanted to meet Juno Dawson and Lisa Williamson because I've read some of their work and I have an interview with Lisa coming out on the blog soon. I adored The Art of Being Normal and wanted to tell her in person how much I enjoyed it and to thank her for agreeing to make time in her busy schedule to answer a few of my questions.

I also met a few new authors including Tanya Byrne who offered to sign my book, Floored (which is also co written by Lisa and a lot of other authors!). She was so sweet and I can't wait to read her work.

I thought that it was wonderful to meet other book nerds and it was great to see the effort they went to for the prom. I just hope if there is another prom, there will be a lot more activities and organisation involved!

If you went along to the prom, let me know what you thought! Until next time, love, Vee x

Film Review: Every Day

Hey guys! So in this week's blog I'm going to be reviewing the film Every Day. The book was written by David Levithan and is one of my favourites.

However, the book is always better and in this case it certainly is. The book made sense and was reality mixed with the impossible. The ending is different from different perspectives - like in Another Day we see Rhiannon's point of view and in Every Day we see A's.

The film could have been better executed in so many ways; for instance, they could have had A and Rhiannon narrate the story so we could actually understand what was happening - unless you read the book first this would be a very disappointing film. The ending is different to the book and the overall acting was dramatized and cringy. The way they run off and have adventures is completely different from the book and the French restaurant they meet at was hardly mentioned.

For anyone thinking teen romance films are already too cringy, their opinion would be valid if they saw this movie.

The speed of which they got through the scenes made little to no sense and there was hardly any comedy or train of thought. It was as if the film was making tons of scenes and lobbing them together, regardless of whether or not they made any sense. There was no transition is what I'm trying to say.

The film had the potential to be really well done, and even though some of the scenes reminded me of the book, the ending is disheartening for anyone who hasn't read it first. I was really looking forward to seeing how they pulled this film off but the time and effort wasn't there and it certainly didn't show.

I hope Levithan will stick to the books because they are so much better than any movie could be. I hate to give a bad review but I have to be honest, even if it's a product from my favourite author.

Please let me know your thoughts in the comments and let me know if you read the book first or after! Until next time, love Vee x

Ways to Celebrate Get Caught Reading Month

Hey guys. This month is "Get Caught Reading" month and to celebrate, let's all get caught in the act!

Get Caught Reading month is obviously about reading, but why was it created? Well, it was created as a campaign to get more children and people of all ages into reading and lots of celebrities such as Dolly Parton and Cole Sprouse have participated.

Where do you usually read? In bed? On the way to work (if you use public transport)? I've seen people reading in some usual places or situations! For instance, I've seen people read books as they walk. I don't know about you, but I'd definitely walk into something or somebody. Take a photo, or get a trusty friend to take one of you reading somewhere and post it in the comments.

Ways to Celebrate Get Caught Reading Month

• Host a book giveaway/swap
• Go to your local library and see if they are hosting any events
• Host a photo contest for the best "Get Caught Reading" picture
• Make bookmarks
• Read with your children/volunteer to read at the hospital/library
• Read in your lunch break/on the way home or to work
• Host a Readathon with friends
• Compare books to movies and write a post about it
• Write a book review if you haven't before
• Try and have a go at writing your own short story or encourage your child to
• Swap a movie for a book night
• Go to a book sale
• Sell some of your own books or donate them to charity

Don't forget to read and encourage others to read this month!

I hope you enjoyed this post and I'll see you next time. Love, Vee x

Movie Review: Love, Simon

Hey guys! So I went to go see Love, Simon last Friday with Oli as it's just been released in the UK. I haven't read the book yet but I wanted to blindly go and see the movie regardless - any LGBT related film means I'm definitely going to see it.

I didn't really know what to expect from the movie and since I haven't read the book I had no idea what it was supposed to be like.

Love, Simon is about a normal boy growing up in a normal school (relatively normal minus the weird principal) with normal friends he loves. He has a loving family but has a secret. Simon is gay and hasn't told anyone, not even his best friend Leah. However, when Simon hears that there's someone else called Blue at the school who is gay but has kept it a secret, he instantly messages him and goes by the name of Jacques. Blue and Simon talk via email for weeks and Simon is determined to find out Blue's identity as he's starting to fall in love with him.

They both encourage each other and inspire one another to tell their family and friends that they are gay but Blue is still kept a secret. That is, until Martin threatens to out him and Simon unless he sets Martin up with his friend Abby on a date.

When Martin's date proposal goes terribly wrong, he angrily outs Simon anonymously and things start going wrong. Blue refuses to speak to him and Simon's friends are angry he lied to them.

But as you can imagine, they soon forgive him - even Leah who was secretly in love with him. Simon is still trying to identify who Blue is and asks him to meet Simon at the Ferris wheel.

Overall, I really enjoyed the plot of the film and how even though he didn't meet Blue, he still loved him for his personality. Isn't that what everyone wants to be loved for?! This and the fact that Simon brings up the whole "Coming Out" issue is great. He thinks straight people shouldn't have to be the default sexual orientation. Why don't we all come out? We do any of us have to come out?

The only thing that was disappointing was the fact they made Leah fall for Simon when they would be better off just friends. I also found it rather strange how she suddenly forgives him for everything and she doesn't have feelings for him anymore. It seemed unrealistic.

If you haven't already, go see the film, have a laugh and maybe even a cry. It's a beautiful love story about acceptance and falling for someone's personality instead of their looks.

Please let me know in the comments what you thought about the film and if the book is any different to the film - I'm really interested to find out!

Until next time, love Vee x

What Draws You To A Book?

Hey guys, it's Vee here. I hope you are all having a relaxing weekend. In this week's blog I'm going to discuss what draws me to a book and I will be asking you the same question!

Cover

When choosing a book or just randomly scrolling through Instagram, the cover immediately draws me in - is it bright, or dark? Does it have photographs on or artwork? Is the title clear and readable? The saying goes "Don't judge a book by its cover" but I think that's exactly what we should do! 

The cover is important to draw the reader in - it isn't as important as the writing itself but it's a step to get me to read the book. If a cover is too plain or too heavy, too dark or too bright, the chances are I won't buy it unless I know who the author is or the synopsis intrigues me. I will often go around Waterstones and look at all the wonderful covers, read the synopsis and then read the reviews online.

Synopsis

Now, this is also an important one as the blurb has to engage the reader. If the blurb is a conversation or an extract from the book, I won't want to buy or read it as I like to know the plot.

Genre

Genre is also a big factor with me buying a book; I'm a big YA contemporary and LGBT reader. I sometimes read fantasy but it has to be a book I've been eyeing up for ages. I don't enjoy mysteries, horror or adult fiction.

Series/stand alone 

I don't tend to read as many series now as I used to as a child; I enjoy trilogies the most as these aren't too long or too short. Stand alones are best as I sometimes pick up a book and it's the second one in the series and I can't be bothered to read all ten thousand books following it. I also don't want to be spending lots of money on a series I may not enjoy when I really could be buying books from authors I love.

Authors

I like to try new authors' work but most of the time I will buy from the writers I know I like such as John Green, David Levithan or Rainbow Rowell.

What are some factors you consider before buying books? Let me know in the comments!
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Author Interview with Daniel Yetman

Daniel Yetman, the author of Since You Lost Your Brother has agreed to let me interview him regarding his writing. You can find out more about Daniel and his books here. I’m very excited to feature Daniel on my blog and I hope you enjoy the questions/answers!

What were some of your inspirations for writing? Or who?

I’ll try to be as honest as I can be while still trying to protect identities. Right after high-school, my best-friend lost her father and a few months later this girl I had a crush on also lost her father. I had never lost anybody of significance from my life so I felt pretty helpless watching them go through what they were going through. That was the main inspiration for the title of the novel. I have strong ties with South Korea as well which is why the book takes place there. After my undergrad degree, I moved to Seoul to teach English for a couple of years, and last summer I went back to write this story and revisit all the hidden corners I had discovered. I was also going through a break-up while writing which definitely helped fuel the passion I hope comes across in the story.

How do you cope with writer's block?

I have been pretty lucky and haven’t had to face a lot of writer’s block. I usually have a few stories on the go at the same time so when I get stuck in one I switch to the other. My strategy for writing is to bang out a first draft as quick as I can and go through many revisions, each time revising a different part of the story. Usually the first edit is a deep edit of the plot, the second edit is for continuity, the third edit is for sensory detail and dialogue, the fourth edit is for language and small details, and the fifth edit is basically copyediting.

Your book, Since You Lost Your Brother was beautifully written and is raw with emotions. Did you write it all down and edit it later or was it spur of the moment writing?

I had the idea for a collection of micro stories last spring and spent a few months plotting it before starting it over the summer while I was in South Korea. I started the first story in July on the subway train heading to my hostel from the airport, and I finished the last story on the subway to the airport when I was leaving in September. I wrote the entire first draft on trains, usually while leaning against a railing near the doorway while receiving a few curious glances. The recurring premise throughout Since You Lost Your Brother of having to let go of somebody you’re in love with was still fresh at the time so the writing came quicker and easier than usual.

Do you have more plans to write any more books in the future?

I’m currently finishing up my thesis for my master’s degree in fine arts which is a novel about a sprinter who gets injured before the Olympics. I’m also working on another project similar to Since You Lost Your Brother which I’m hoping to release in the fall. I enjoy writing about relationships and unrequited love so these topics will likely be reoccurring themes.I also strive for authenticity, not censoring myself because it’s safer.

Do you have a favourite book or author?

It’s hard to pick one of either, but if I were to throw out a few authors I would say Junot Diaz, Yann Martel, Ernest Hemingway, Haruki Murakami, and Leo Tolstoy. As far as favourite books, I would list “The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao,” “Anna Karinina,” and “Life of Pi.” I am actually living in the same small city in Western Canada as Yann Martel, but I’ve yet to meet him yet.

If you could give one piece of advice to your readers, what would it be?

Never be afraid of dropping the L word to somebody you’re in love with. Best case scenario you’ll end up with the person of your dreams and worst case scenario you’ll get a novel out of it.

I hope you enjoyed this week’s blog. Until next time. Love, Vee x

Book Review: Since You Lost Your Brother by Daniel Yetman

I was recently asked by Daniel Yetman if I would read his book, Since You Lost Your Brother and I delightfully agreed (especially when I get asked to review paperbacks instead of kindle stories!).

Review of Since You Lost Your Brother by Daniel Yetman
I received the book in the mail - it's a short story (120 pages) so it doesn't take too long to read. As soon as I read it I could tell this was real love Yetman was talking about - not the bookish kind that some authors create. The book had so many twists and turns that by the end I had no idea what would happen - which added to the effect the book was trying to make.

The story is about a man and a woman who've been in a long term relationship and the woman loses her brother. After that the couple falls apart from her depression and sadness. He leaves, not being able to cope anymore and moves to Seoul. He continues to write and tries to get over her but writes about her every day. He meets other women but can't get over the idea of them making it work again.

I believe the moral of the story is that we don't know what's going to happen in life so let's live for the moment and make the most out of it. It's a true story about love and heartbreak and the hold someone can have on you long after it's over. This story is definitely a must read for anyone who's going through or has gone through a traumatic break up.

I won't give you any spoilers for obvious reasons but I will say that you need to read it! It's a collection of short chapters that Daniel was writing each day on the subway. I will admit I was emotional by the end but it was worth it. I even want to recommend it to my friends because it was so moving.

I would say that the only down side was proofreading. There were misspelled words and sentences but all books have at least one mistake. I think it's safe to say if that's the only downside, then I really enjoyed this book.

This book really does have it all - love, grief, heartbreak and how to survive and live a life after it all.

If you're interested in buying Daniel's book you can find it here.

I hope you enjoyed this week's blog and tune it for next week's, where I'll be interviewing Daniel and asking some questions about his writing.

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End of Year Book Wrap Up

Hello Bibliophiles! Welcome to my end of the year book wrap up! I didn't do too well with my reading this year as I only managed to read 12 books including poetry (it's been a hell of a busy year). Regardless of the amount of books I have read, I will still give you an overview of them...

First up is...

If I Was Your Girl

This book was the first I read this year and is a heartwarming story about a trans teen who is trying to come to terms of how she fits into the world. It's a romantic, learn to love yourself book full of happy and sad tears. I rated this book 3/5 ☆ as it wasn't entirely plausible.

Amanda is keeping a secret from the kids at her school. And when they find out, there's only trouble lying ahead for her...


The Art of Being Normal

This book was a personal favourite of mine this year as it was raw, realistic and moving. There was true emotion within the pages that reminded me of Jacqueline Wilson's writing I used to love so much as a child. There are twists and turns as the main characters come to terms with their identities and family lives. It's a must read for anyone who wants to know more about the LGBT community and loves YA.

I rated this book 5/5 ☆ because it was a heart wrenching roller-coaster of emotion and realism. You can read my review here.

A Street Cat Named Bob

This biography was an eye opener for me about homelessness, drug addiction and companionship. This story is about a homeless man called James who befriends a troublesome cat called Bob and together they find their purpose in this sometimes cruel world. Together, they are unstoppable. I recommend this book highly as it is written by James himself. There are several other books about Bob for children and there's even a movie. 

All The Bright Places

Unfortunately this book was one of my least favourites of the year and you can read why here. It wasn't an easy read and maybe this was a trigger from my past or maybe it was just poorly written and thought out. I don't recommend this book and I gave it 2/5 ☆ Hopefully you enjoy it more than I did.

Some Assembly Required

This was also a biography I read this year about a transguy's journey through childhood into adulthood. I recommend it to anyone who wants to know more about the logistics involved with taking testosterone and the amount of stress and depression involved with transition. You can read my review here.

Geekerella

This book transported me to my childhood and I absolutely loved it! It's a retelling of Cinderella where Danielle tries to win a contest but she goes through a journey of love and friendship before she reaches the beginning of her Happily Ever After. Poston's writing is quirky, fun and had me laughing out loud. I recommend to anyone who loves YA, Fantasy, romance, quirky and LGBT books. You can read my review here.

Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist

I also didn't enjoy this book by David Levithan and Rachel Cohn. Don't get me wrong, I thought the film was interesting and every YA addict's dream - but this book was a disaster from start to finish with the use of profanity on nearly every single page. It was like it was written by a typical boy and girl teenager. David's parts were fine but Rachel's just let the book down. I give this book 1/5 ☆ You can read my review here.


Sinner

Sinner was high on my To Be Read list this year and I managed to read it. Maggie Stiefvater's spin off frm the Shiver trilogy did not disappoint. Written from the perspective of Cole St Clair and Isabel Culpeper, it tells a story about their inevitable romance. And while it's nothing like Grace and Sam's relationsip in the series, it's a tale of forbidden love that needs to be told. I highly recommend reading the Shiver trilogy first. I gave this 4/5 ☆

The Light We Lost

Also one of my favourites this year, it is a story about soulmates, love, passion and life. It's raw and thought provoking, making me cry and laugh out loud. I recommend this book to anyone going through heartbreak, loss or anyone who wants to read a mature perspective about love and its consequences. I bought this book on a whim and I'm so glad I did. Ever since I read it I've recommended it to friends going through heartbreak and they've read it too. If I could give it a thousand stars I would. Definitely a must read. You can read my review here.

Everything Everything

I promise this is the last book I didn't like! Everything Everything was an easy read but also a boring one. The twist was the only exciting bit and even then it was too far fetched. I actually preferred watching the film on my way to New York instead of reading this whirlwind romance. You can find my review here. I gave this book 2/5 ☆

Poetry

Milk and Honey

I adored Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur. I thought it was a breath of fresh air and a new way of writing poetry. Since reading it I have taken up writing poems which I never thought I could do. It's an uplifting account of a woman's life and I recommend it to anyone - even if you aren't a fan of poetry, this is a important read. You can read my favourite poems of Kaur's here.


The Princess Saves Herself In This One

Like Milk and Honey, I devoured this book with hours of purchasing it. Both books are beautifully written and deserve to be read by anyone who will listen. The Princess Saves Herself In This One is a great read for anyone who is grieving, going through heartbreak, has found a new love or anyone who's trying to figure life out. Go out, buy this book and you won't be sorry. I can't wait to read The Witch Doesn't Burn In This One and Sunflowers by Rupi Kaur. You can read my review here.

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Sinner by Maggie Stiefvater

Hello Bibliophiles! I hope you are all having a great week!

I recently finished Sinner by Maggie Stiefvater, the spin off from the Wolves of Mercy Falls trilogy.


Overview

In Sinner, Cole St Clair and Isabel Culpepper embark on their own journeys of self discovery. (Sam and Grace pop in to the book via telephone which is a nice touch, but it is very brief!) They are both selfish, heartless at times and totally in love with each other.

In the Mercy Falls trilogy, by the end we see them admit that they want each other after struggling to come to terms with their feelings throughout the series.

Review

Isabel wants to train to become a doctor while Cole came to Los Angeles to win her back and produce a new album. Throughout the book Cole struggles with his addictions to drugs and becoming the wolf.

On the other hand, Isabel struggles to be human as well, to feel emotion, to be kind. She is aware she's mean which lets the reader know she does genuinely have a heart under the icy exterior.

I personally adore Maggie's writing and the way she merges fantasy with reality. She has a way of making words flow easily and gripping the reader on; even though Cole and Isabel are very, very different from Sam and Grace, Maggie still has a way of making us care about such strange characters.

This book was more about the character's coming to terms with who they are instead of the wolf parts that were previously in the books. It's more about how Cole overcomes his urges; we all have a wild animal inside us but it's up to you if you let it take control.

I'm gong to rate this 4/5 ☆ because I adored it, but I was a little concerned with how quickly the ending was wrapped up and the fact I felt Baby, Cole's manager, was a little irrelevant at times.

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Questions with Alex Owumi

Hello book lovers! This week I have a special blog post where I interviewed Alex Owumi about himself and his books.

About Alex Owumi

Alex is a professional basketball player and he currently plays for the Surrey Scorchers. Alex is also an author and has written a bestselling autobiography titled Qaddafi's Point Guard: The Incredible Story of a Professional Basketball Player Trapped in Libya's Civil War. In 2016, he wrote his debut novel The Fire Raven: Volume 1, a fictional thriller about an assassin who travels the world in search of her past. It had a top five debut on Amazon's bestseller list under thriller/suspense.

Owumi's most recent book, The Fire Raven: The Winter Vendetta was published just yesterday and Alex has kindly asked me if I wanted to ask him some questions about his books. So without further ado, here is my interview with Alex Owumi.

Questions with Alex Owumi

Who or what inspired you to write?

I used to read books like Moby Dick and The Great Gatsby and they unlocked my imagination. Books like those inspired me to write.

If you could go anywhere, fictional or otherwise, where would you go and why?

I would love to go to Hogwarts. I love the Harry Potter series and wish that was actually a real place in this world.

What do you think makes a good book? Is it writing style or characters etc?

I think great characters can make a good book. People usually fall in love with the characters.

Can you give us a brief overview about your books and what helped you come up with the story line?

The Fire Raven trilogy is about a female assassin who travels the world to unlock her past. I came up with the story lines while living in the U.K. I wanted to write about a strong woman who hits multiple road blocks in her life.

What is your favourite genre (reading or writing it)?

Thriller/suspense is my favorite genre. I love to take the wild ride.

What do you do to try to overcome writer's block?

I usually just try to take a short break and find inspiration from anywhere when I have writers block.

Are there plans to write any more books in the future?

I have plans to write many more books. I want to release multiple books next year in 2018.


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You can purchase Alex's books here.

The Light We Lost by Jill Santopolo

Hello bookworms!

I recently finished The Light We Lost by Jill Santopolo and I adored it more than any other book I have read this year! It was heartfelt, courageous and it left me crying. So without further ado, here is my review!

Overview

The Light We Lost is a warmhearted story about Lucy and Gabe, two people who met on the 11th of September, when the twin towers were destroyed. We follow Lucy and Gabe's relationship over 13 years, where they weave in and out of one another's lives and never truly get over each other.

Gabe is determined to become a photojournalist and Lucy wants to work in TV, focusing on children's programmes. Lucy and Gabe meet in college and from then on, they know there's a deep connection that will keep them together for a long time.

Gabe comes back into Lucy's life after college and they become a couple, at least for a few months, until Gabe decides to take a job abroad. It takes Lucy a long time to come to terms with him leaving, but eventually she opens her heart to Darren, who is close minded yet loves her very strongly.

However, Gabe manages to keep coming back to Lucy throughout the rest of their lives and she knows she'll never truly get over Gabe.

Review

It took me a while to read this as I was struggling to concentrate on anything at the time, but I'm glad I finished it. This book is different to anything I have ever read and is about a relationship that grows up with the people. I bought this book on a whim because I saw it on Instagram and thought it sounded beautiful, especially since it's set in New York.

My favourite character has got to be Gabe because even though he leaves Lucy, he realizes he can't live without her, and is willing to give up everything for her. We see Gabe's character grow throughout the book from a self absorbed photographer, to a loving, devoted artist. He never forgets about Lucy and always comes back for her whenever he's in New York.

The one character I couldn't stand was Darren, Lucy's husband. He's arrogant, misogynistic and hates the fact Lucy doesn't want to give up her job to look after their children. I never warmed to him and even though he loved Lucy, it seemed that she never thought she deserved better, that she didn't deserved her life with Gabe. She didn't want to break up her family because of her own desires; and while that's a very motherly thing to do, it's not within her best interests.

Lucy tells the story of her and Gabe to him and it's obvious that he's hurt himself in some way. Jill Santopolo really knows how to keep you gripped to a story, even if you've guessed the ending. I don't warm to Lucy as much as much as I do to Gabe, but I understand her way of thinking, her selflessness and her desires. At first, when she and Darren got acquainted, her excuses for not liking him made my eyes roll, but after a while, once I saw the cracks in the relationship, I understood her reasoning.

I don't want to give away any more spoilers, so I urge you to read this book! My favourite part is when Santopolo uses fire as a metaphor for love. There are all types of love; wildfires are full of passion and heat and desire. And then there are hearth fires, the safe and comforting kind of love that may not have the spark, but it gives you reassurance.

I rate this book 5/5 ✩ because it really moved me and it's the kind of book I would usually never pick up, but I'm glad that I did.

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Film Review: Baby Driver

Hello there! In this week's blog I'm going to be writing a review on the film me and Oli saw the other week called Baby Driver.


Overview

Baby Driver is about a man who has got into debt with a con artist and he has to be the getaway driver for clients. He slowly pays his debt off but once he thinks it's over, they tell him he has to keep driving.

Baby has tinnitus so he plays music to drown out the ringing. He developed it when his parents died in a car crash.

Baby falls in love with a waitress at the diner his mum used to work at and tries his best to protect her and his disabled foster father.


Review


I wanted to see Baby Driver because it looked action packed and stars Ansel Elgort from The Fault in Our Stars. Ansel's acting is always good and he didn't disappoint.

However, I don't think the plot was well thought out as there were moments where the film lulled and I lost interest.

The best parts of the film are the speeding cars and getaways. They were all entertaining and came with a few surprises.

We see Baby develop a conscious for the victims of the robberies and soon he is committing crimes himself to protect his loved ones. We slowly see him find his way as his feelings develop for Debora (the waitress). However, he kills to protect her and ends up in prison.

We then flash forward to when he is released from prison which felt rushed. I thought the film would perhaps end differently.

The women in the film aren't given exciting roles; Debora is your typical waitress who dreams of running away with Baby and we only see Debora when Baby pays attention to her. He has to let her down on several occasions to protect her but his foster father ends up hurt instead. No matter what Baby does, people keep getting hurt.

Debora doesn't seem to have many opinions about anything and by the end of the movie she seemed irrelevant and Baby seems to see her in the same light as his mother - good singer, a waitress, beautiful.

Darling, the only other female character is a typical criminal sitting on the side of her vengeful husband until she dies and Buddy inevitably seeks revenge on Baby.

Overall, I enjoyed the film because of the fast cars and Ansel. The plot, however, wasn't the best and Buddy makes Baby deaf so his ringing in his ears is now stuck there without music to drown it out.

I'm going to give this film 3.5/5 ✩

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Film Review: IT

Hello!

My partner and I decided to go and see IT on release day after I had told him I wanted to desperately go and see it. But when the time came I chickened out when he bought the tickets! However, he dragged me in and the cinema was obviously packed (with a whole school I may add).

Overview

If you haven't read or watched any of the IT films, then here is a brief description of what it's about.

George or "Georgie" is Bill's younger brother. And one day, he decides to make a paper boat and goes to sail it down the street. However, to his dismay, his boat  drifted down the drain but is caught by Pennywise the clown. Pennywise lures Georgie to him and bites off his arm and drags him down the drain with him. The disappearance of Georgie has Bill on adventures to try to find him - and he drags his friends along too. To some of them, the adventure is scary and pointless as they all know Georgie is dead.

The group of friends set off, gaining new members by the day and venture to find Georgie. Soon, they all start to see the things they are scared of come to life. And Pennywise is among the horrors that lurk down the drain...

Review

I knew what I was getting myself in to and was preparing myself by pushing my face in to Oliver's armpit before every scary scene. However, there were obviously a few scenes that made me jump but surprisingly I managed not to scream.

I haven't yet managed to get my hands on the book or watch the first movie - so there will be more reviews and comparisons to come!

I hadn't read anything about IT before - I had only seen the trailers. So when I went into the movie I was prepared for some comedy and horror which is a weird but brilliant combination. I recognised some of the actors - in particular Finn Wolfhard who is a cast member in Stranger Things. The children all acted well and I enjoyed the funny bits, cringed at the bad and hid away at the sight of Pennywise the clown.

In the trailer I thought that they showed a lot of scary scenes and if this was only the trailer, then I couldn't wait for the real deal...

However, when the movie finished I couldn't help but feel that there weren't enough scary scenes; believe me, the ones that were there were terrifying! But I hoped there would be more jumpy bits. The one scene that made me lurch out of my seat was when the clown appeared behind Beverly Marsh, the only girl within the friend group.

I liked the diversity and back stories of the children and we see what they're scared of. Pennywise feeds on this and so the children learn that they mustn't be afraid, otherwise they'll "float too."

Overall, I thought the film was executed well and the only thing I can fault is that there needed to be more horror scenes!

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Advice Corner: How to deal with criticism as a writer

Hello there everyone! In this week's blog I will be sharing with you some advice and my own experience dealing with criticism - mostly from myself!

I recently joined a creative writing course and was given some very criticizing and unhelpful advice from a fellow writer. I was having a lovely day - I was out of the house having a picnic on my own, reading a book when I got an email that someone had reviewed my story. After reading the brutal, almost hateful review,  I felt awful, sad and a failure. But it isn't our fault. People will always criticize your work and you will criticize others - in an encouraging way hopefully! However, it is not just others who are judgmental of our work; we are our own critiques too! Sometimes the worst... But here is how I deal with it.

If I'm feeling like I will never get anywhere with my writing I often look at quotes from fellow writers to cheer me up and make me realise that 1. everyone has to start somewhere, and 2. your work is yours and because of its uniqueness, someone out there will always appreciate it - even if you don't. Here are some quotes I find particularly comforting.

Also, when I feel negative about my writing, do you know what I do? WRITE MORE. Prove yourself wrong! You are a brilliant writer and you just have to keep writing. After all, practice makes perfect, doesn't it?

I also try to distact myself when I get into that negative habit of criticizing my work. I listen to music or read. I draw or even go for a walk to clear my head. But sometimes, a last resort is chocolate - it always saves the day.

Also, it may not work for you, but try to look over old work you have written and see if you can improve it in some way or find pieces in it that you like and think are useful and good examples of writing.

Another good idea is to ask your friends or family if they will read your work; sometimes this can help boost your self confidence but let them know they need to be honest about your writing.

And if you get a negative comment about your work which isn't helpful, delete it - don't read it over 258 times because you're afraid you're a bad writer. You're not, they're just bad critiques.

Remember, you are good enough and your writing will inspire others, just like others have inspired you! You have to start somewhere and negative thoughts and saying you can't write doesn't help. You have to criticize work positively and see what you can improve - don't just chuck that story in the bin that you only wrote ten pages of - see if you can continue with it, or see if you can take parts from it for another story, or just archive it for now; it might come in handy at a later date.

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Book Review #4 Girl Hearts Girl by Lucy Sutcliffe

I read Girl Hearts Girl a while ago and posted a review on my old blog which I can't seem to find. So I will write a new, updated one.

Overview

Lucy Sutcliffe comes from Hertfordshire, England and attended university at Plymouth and completed a degree in film arts. Lucy was in a long distance relationship with Kaelyn Petras who lived in Michigan. Lucy's autobiography details her life as a young child through to her late teens and is about her coming to terms with who she is as a person. She talks about how she realised she was lesbian and how she came out to her family. She also talks about her and Kaelyn's relationship which has since ended.

Review

I really enjoyed reading Girl Hearts Girl, not only because I had been watching Kaelyn and Lucy's relationship and LGBT+ videos for over a year, but also because Lucy was using her platform to publish a book about growing up and coming to terms with who she is.

Kaelyn and Lucy's videos were always funny and I cried when they made a video about their break up. But since then Lucy seems to be very happy. She stills lives in the US pursuing her creative filming dreams and making YouTube videos.

Lucy seems to have known she was different from other girls but didn't know why she didn't like to date boys. It was a few years until Lucy found out what a lesbian was and decided to research it on the best media platform - YouTube. Lucy watched a video of country singer Chely Wright on the Ellen Show and ever since Chely has been one of the people Lucy looks up to.

Overall, this book was a heartfelt story about a young girl coming to terms with the fact she is gay. Lucy befriended Kaelyn online and they were in a long distance relationship until 2014, when Lucy moved to America with Kaelyn. Lucy spent years working on this book and when it came out I waited at Waterstones for them to unpack it!

Even though Lucy's writing is raw and rough around the edges, this just shows how much emotion and energy went into writing it. Lucy also talks about her battle with anxiety and how she copes with it. It is a wonderful book which will and has helped thousands of teens who are affected by anxiety and need someone to relate to.

I'd have to rate it 5/5 ☆ because it is such a moving book by one of my all time favourite YouTubers.

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My Top 5 Favourite Authors

Hello again! In this week's blog I will be talking about my top 5 favourite authors and the reasons why! Enjoy and don't forget to tell me who yours are!

1. David Levithan

Aside from the obvious reason that David writes LGBTQ novels (which I LOVE), his writing has a very flowing and unbiased effect on me. I adore his novels Two Boys Kissing and Every Day the most. I recently purchased the sequel, Another Day from Amazon and I can't wait to read it.

David is gay himself and I'm very pleased that he uses his voice to tell stories about the LGBTQ community. You can learn more about David and his books here.


2. John Green

Almost every teen girl has obsessed over John's novel, The Fault in Our Stars (also me) because of the movie. But once I read it, I wanted to read his other books and was introduced to a world of contemporary YA and LGBTQ books (John introduced me to Levithan through their book, Will Grayson, Will Grayson).

John's writing is unique to say the least; we see lots of contemporary authors trying to make life changing and wacky novels that just don't work and somehow, even with John's wackiness (Papertowns and Looking for Alaska especially), he manages to pull this off. John creates new life affirming journeys that teens go on to discover themselves and he puts a twist in it to make it a book we can lose and find ourselves in. You can learn more about John and his books here.

3. Rainbow Rowell

When I first read Fangirl I was so happy I had finally found a story that just kept on coming, like real life. Carry On is also a masterpiece and I love how Rowell created a world within a world for all of us fangirls who adore Simon and Baz.

I am yet to read Rowell's other books but she is a wonderfully down to earth person who interacts with fans and writes from the heart. You can learn more about Rowell and her books here.


4. Maggie Stiefvater 

If you haven't read the The Wolves of Mercy Falls trilogy then go, now! What are you waiting for?! The Wolves of Mercy Falls trilogy is my favourite series to EVER exist. Maggie's writing is heartfelt, raw and powerful. She captures her characters so well and I just want to be friends with Grace and Sam so badly! If I had to pick one series to live in, it would be this.

I still need to read Sinner (a spin off of The Wolves of Mercy Falls trilogy) and the rest of Maggie's books. You can read more about Maggie and her blog here.

5. Huntley Fitzpatrick 

Whenever someone wants a book recommendation, I immediately tell them to read My Life Next Door because it is a beautiful love story and deserves to be read by everyone. I also think Huntley is a lovely person and she always interacts with me on Instagram.

You can find out more about Huntley and her novels on her website.

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Book Review #3 Some Assembly Required by Arin Andrews

Hi guys!

I just finished reading Some Assembly Required by Arin Andrews. I did really enjoy reading about his journey and transition and without further ado here is my review!


About

Arin Andrews is transgender and realises this from a young age. However, he doesn't know what transgender means until he hears about it when he is older. Arin always knew he was different and growing up within a religious family and being transgender is always hard. But thankfully, Arin's mum came around and helped her son transition and even helped pay for top surgery.

Arin goes on a journey of self discovery as he writes about the friends he lost, relationships he was in and the dysphoria of having to go every day in a body that didn't match his mind.

Review

I enjoyed this book and all LGBTQ books in general but I love how Arin was so honest about his journey and what he felt as a transgender man. Arin does a lot of good for the LGBTQ community and was even awarded the Carolyn Wagner Youth Leadership Award and has spoken about himself and Katie Hill - his ex girlfriend who is a transgender women - on camera and shows such as the Trisha Goddard show.

The book really showed who Arin is as a person and the hard, painful journey he went on to self discovery. Arin is very open about talking about his transition and says people can contact him if they need help or need to chat. I think he is a very nice young man and I'm so happy his mum came around in helping him transition. His mother is very religious and at first she wasn't happy about him being with a girl (Arin doesn't consider himself gay or bisexual but someone who is attracted to people once getting to know their personality) as he was dating Darian who he went to dance class with.

Eventually, because of lack of connection, Arin and Darian broke up and Arin found Katie Hill who is also an activist for the LGBTQ community and has also been awarded the Carolyn Wagner Youth Leadership Award.

Arin and Katie brought out separate books after their break up and Arin was very honest in his book that Katie had cheated on him. However, whenever they were on talk shows together, he would have to pretend that they were in different places. Arin was also with Austin who was briefly mentioned at the end of the book. He is now dating a man called Kelby. He occasionally posts on YouTube and Instagram.

I found it difficult to read about how Arin didn't want to wear "girls clothes" and wanted to wear "boys clothes" even though clothes don't have genders and colours are also not associated with males or females. Yet Arin seems to keep going back to the subject of how he wanted to do more boyish things. I don't think it matters whether you're a boy and want to dance or you're a girl and want to be a truck driver. However, Arin did make it clear that from a young age he liked Motocross and eventually joined a flying squadron.

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One thing that is confusing is that people will say they always knew they were trans and that most people know from a young age. This is true for some trans people, but not all. Not everyone knows from such a young age. Katie Hill says in an interview with Arin that most transgender people know they are trans by the ages of 4 and 5. This is definitely not true. Everyone is different. And everyone realises at different times. Whether you are 4, 10, 15, 25, 50 or so on, you know what you feel and nothing anyone says should make you feel otherwise.

Overall, I would rate this book 4/5 ☆ because I enjoyed hearing Arin's honesty and his journey. I think lots of transgender or gender questioning people would benefit from this read. There is even a list of resources in the book, movie and book recommendations, how to talk to your new transgender friend guide and a reading group guide.

If you want to know more about Arin and his story, visit his YouTube channel or visit his Instagram: arinandrews

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Book Review #1 The Art of Being Normal by Lisa Williamson

Hi guys!

So this is going to be my first proper book review on here. My review is on a book I finished last week called 'The Art of Being Normal' by Lisa Williamson.

About

This book is so heartwarming and beautifully written about David Piper and Leo Denton, two students who attend Eden Park School. David is a year below Leo and wants to transition into a girl. However, he is too afraid to confront his parents and thinks they will disown him if he tells them the truth. David's friends know that he is transgender and are very supportive. Harry Beaumont, however, is the school bully and picks on David and calls him 'Freak Show.' Harry and his infamous gang are bullying David and this is where Leo comes to the rescue. He stands up to Harry and slowly but surely Leo and David strike up a friendship. At first it's just Leo teaching David math but soon David's persistent character manages to grind Leo down and we see a different side of him.

My Opinion 

I enjoyed how Lisa has written each character separate chapters in the first person so we can truly get a feel for their personalities. Lisa's plot almost reminds me of Jacqueline Wilson's writing and the issues she talks about; especially when Leo goes searching for his Dad.

My favourite character has got to be Leo Denton because at the start of the book he's guarded and likes to fly under the radar, so to speak, and then he changes by the end of the book into a more open person. I think it ties in well with how Lisa reveals Leo's big secret because even the readers don't know about it until Leo himself says something. This describes perfectly how Leo and David are the narrators of their own book; they slowly trust the readers with their guarded lives and slowly reveal themselves - especially Leo. To let David and Alicia know his secret was a big step for Leo and proves that as the story goes on, he learns to trust again. Eventually we see him unravel as Lisa slowly breaks him down. By the end of the book Leo still isn't totally open but he has made a giant leap and has gone on a long journey.

David is also unrecognizable by the end and comes a long way, with the help of his friends and family, to accepting and being who he is on the inside.

I'm so proud that there are more books being published highlighting issues such as bullying regarding being transgender; being different. There are times in this book where I wanted to cringe and put it down, fearful that if I read any further, something bad was going to happen. But as much as this book is centered on issues such as bullying, there are also some wonderfully heartwarming moments of acceptance and support that could bring tears to your eyes.

Lisa portrays Leo and David's differences from others as a good yet tough experience; she teaches that you don't have to be normal to fit in - you just have to be you. Lisa definitely did her research; especially on testosterone and transitioning in the UK. After all, she did work at GIDS (Gender Identity Development Service). However, for someone who isn't transgender herself, Lisa certainly knows a lot about how it can feel to be transgender and how painful dysphoria can be. She became inspired by transgender teens when working at GIDS and decided to write The Art of Being Normal.

Overall, I feel like this is one of the books I found hard to put down and I had no idea how it was going to end.

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